Monday, 3 January 2011

New Dawn, New Day, New Year!

  • Oh... just now I've realised I should've gone to usher in the first dawn of the 10s of the 21st century instead of devouring hot cakes at McDonald's after a memorable night out. I've always wanted to see the sunrise.
  • But then again, it's just another day. The new year's eve is just a cause for a fun time. I just couldn't think of such things as new year's resolutions. Not that I might be somewhat incapable of sticking to my words, or that I'm making resolutions every now and then. Things now for me are always changing kind of fast.
  • Or should I say, in retrospect, I've been growing quite fast. Well, mentally.
  • I guess the one thing that tells it is when you are finding yourself continually less and less bothered by things that cause you trouble and frustration but still can find peace of mind underneath at the end of the day, and being less cynical.
  • There are people I like, people I love, people I dislike but I really couldn't afford myself to hate somebody. At least up to now no one has caused me the urge to be a murderer. I really do see there is much more out there to you than the box you put yourself in when hating is anything but constructive.
  • And now I just don't want to expect anything in my future. I'm open to anything.
  • I'm still every centimeter the the wide-eyed queer one out, only now I can find myself in comfortable positions and be my true self.
  • Well, to mark the start of a year meant be made of days of sleep-deprivation with this entry, I would like to pronounce my love-hate relationship with the sleep fairy, with my spending 13 hours with her instead of the preplanned 5 hours on the first working day of 2011.
  • God forbid guilty pleasure be more guilt-ful and pleasurable this year!
  • I hate to see time fleet and leave me constantly playing catch-up, but I just couldn't wait for February to come - I'm ravenous for some Glee juice! Ah... ow!!!